not to worry Paul, i know exactly how you're feeling, ive been there many a time, sitting in a corner, shaking, crying out 'why god why?', waking up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, stopping strangers in the street trying to find the answer to finishing from 3 yards, going back to the pitch in the middle of the night to relive the incident until i score...Im on my own, aren't I...